~Hakuna Matata~

“Cutting is a terrible habit, but ts gorgeous. Scars are breathtaking memories of pain you got through. Cuts are beautiful. They show true emotion and true pain. They show what society doesn’t. Something that’s not bubbly or perfect. Cutting is flawed and harmful. But its real. Something the society we live in today doesn’t show us. Reality. We all want to live up to society’s twisted and ruined standard of beauty or perfection. In my standards, there’s nothing more attractive or fucking breathtaking than a girl or boy with cuts or scars. That in itself shows you something. That, that person wasn’t afraid to be real. They weren’t afraid to show that they’re a goddamn human being and feel pain. Cutting is harmful and a bad addiction. But there’s absolutely nothing fucking ugly, disturbing, gross or etc. things about cutting. Its fucking pure and genuine. Something real and untamed. Something society can’t show you. Cutting is a beautiful display or reality, that no one’s perfect, and everyone has flaws. And learning to love every little flaw is what we need to do, instead of trying to fit into the disgusting “reality” society is. Because ya know what? Cutting is imperfect. But a beautiful fucking way to release and vent. A way to show outside how you feel inside. So to anyone who says otherwise. You’re wrong. Cutting isn’t ugly. Society and peoples definition of beauty are whats ugly. Not scars or cuts. No. Those are beautiful fucking battle wounds of the strong and the real. The people who aren’t afraid to exhibit being human and having flaws and having pain. Ill never be afraid to add to my fucking beauty. Because ill exhibit pain. Whether the world and society accepts it or not. I’m going to choose to be real, and not fake”

“Monsters in my head are screaming for me to dead”